Friday, February 26, 2010

things that make me happy when i'm blue -

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my gifted friend ophelia's office/design studio.  pretty work spaces make me happy.
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tatyana's "honking" (i believe my mother would call it) engagement ring.  
large diamonds make me happy.  
diamonds the size of a person's head . . . inordinately so.
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annie nichols latest facebook profile picture.
that's LOVE, people.
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a late night picture txt from tim,
in nyc,
missing me.
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remember when everyone was changing their facebook pictures to the celebrity everyone told them they looked like, and i said i looked like no one?
a friend sent me this picture and said i always reminded her of cate.
I'LL TAKE IT.
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and yes, i get it.
i'll be back to my bitch-making self by monday.
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Thursday, February 25, 2010

good weekend. not so good week.

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it's been one of those weeks.
stayed up til two in the morning putting together a pitch,
and while you don't get them all . . . 
it's HARD to hear "we love your work and your ideas, if only you had one more ___ on your reel, but we'll keep you in mind for next time."
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to which i always wonder,
how does one get the one more ___
if people aren't going to take the leap on you now?
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down day here.
but that always changes.
just have to wait for what my sister calls "the bounce",
when we hit bottom, get pissed at ourselves for wallowing,
and get active again at changing . . . 
everything.
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